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That's not the magic word!
The idea that we may actually have NPD makes me sick but it explains so much. Were already viable for so many damn disorders but as soon as we realised how much of the problems we have stem from a PD like that makes me able to front without disturbance which is a realisation Im glad I have! But i'd rather not have anything wrong with me. At all. Which sounds like an NPD symptom. Its a constant back and fourth of relief and fear, comfort and pain.
It's good to be me and to feel real, but disabled people like me aren't majorly popular. That hurts to hear and I wish it didn't. I wish I could no longer have an inflated sense of self.
Rico, I want to watch Jurassic Park with you again. Lets do that sometime.
