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Help! I'm alive

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IM OFFICIALLY ALIVE. IT HURTS.

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COURTESY
OF THE BLUE MEN THEMSELVES. Id like to thank my editor.

what should I name myself then. Vol'du? Vol'raka? So many options. So many headaches. Hello I be the fuckin example ya gods use when they say "exactly not like that"

What els
e? I mean, that be it really. i need some painkillers whatever those are

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"Leader of the pack"


Long time no see.
 
I had a long time to myself. I be knowin of what I am, what my purpose be...

But who I am?

I be Vol'jin.






This time be full of hostility and caution. A time of growin and learnin.


Teachin' myself how to love, I be hurtin myself too. All my mates be my pride n joy, even if I be so destructive.




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Im Furry???????????

Okay so I might just be an introject and it's confusing the fuck out of me like yeah, it's definitely possible I'm a Tawna introject who just deviated from her source so much she doesn't even look like Tawna, but our current thoughts about introjects say "deny it forever lmao" so

Also hey guess who's fronting on the first Wednesday? This fuckin clown! God im funny! Also I'd like stress the whole system to never drink really sugary sodas again I KNOW ITS HARD but it hurts our teeth so much. Drink one of those expensive sparkling drinks or something

WhatS POPPIN EUUUUUUUUUHHH I love my man and I'd let Garland King suplex me.
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Im in so much fucking pain right now inject alcohol into my gums or something fucking OW
I have like no patience for anything right now or putting time into anything so the fact that I put effort into this is astounding

You know whats also astounding? How were becomming less and less desperate for constant reassurance and compliments when doing what we love and do things even if they dont get us attention because of addressing our very possible NPD. That makes complete sense though. The constant need for validation and inflated sense of self as Fender said has always been a thing.
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"I can't believe I was born without permission"


It seems like even existing now, I can't get a break when I really need one. Not that I'm complainin about protecting us, I'd gladly do it. It just be a drag to be so tired. I know others want out, but alright, I'll be a proxy for a while.

Someone solve my sleepin schedule please.
At least somethin will be solved then because the tight feeling in my chest when I think about how we are, just in general, with things we can't help is concerning.





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That's not the magic word!

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The idea that we may actually have NPD makes me sick but it explains so much. Were already viable for so many damn disorders but as soon as we realised how much of the problems we have stem from a PD like that makes me able to front without disturbance which is a realisation Im glad I have! But i'd rather not have anything wrong with me. At all. Which sounds like an NPD symptom. Its a constant back and fourth of relief and fear, comfort and pain.



It's good to be me and to feel real, but disabled people like me aren't majorly popular. That hurts to hear and I wish it didn't. I wish I could no longer have an inflated sense of self.

Rico, I want to watch Jurassic Park with you again. Lets do that sometime.


 
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Its gonna be my anniversary for either when I proposed to my husband or when my husband proposed to me, that and I dont even remember us gettin married, so it's gonna be a proposal anniversary. Do people do those?


Anyway I got the idea and I guess were milking the 30 WoW game time days as much as possible but you bet your ass im going to try so damn hard to push my way to front this month on the 24th-30th. I am NOT missing this. I WILL give that necklace to him.

Speaking of, thank you Vol'jin for helping me on it.



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I lived bitch!
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So this is fancy! I don't know exactly what to put here because I havent been here for weeks, but I'll stab anyone who puts us back on our meds, those are fucking horrible.

I was going to say I feel very different but we all do apparently. Its like someone turned the computer off and on again and everything got all messed up. Also apparently we've been destroying our own liver without Mikeys help. Thats certainly an achievement.

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Who killed Hannibal?



 
Ive just forgotten everything past 2 minutes ago now if you'll excuse me I have to go scream in the jungle. Also Zul fight me in the ring ill fight all of your people lets go le


 


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"See?! You're the spider guy and you yelled!"

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Going back on meds was a bad idea fellas Im having to remake this because im a professional dumbass.

Sleep didn't help us a whole lot in being dizzy-tired. Im sorry for messing with entires so much but it all has to be the same or the world will end my ocd said so

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For fucks sake


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OOF

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No really, Im starting to realise the difference between me and Grul, even if it is still subsystem madness. Maybe its the beachrat icon but that's my only identity aside from Goblin dfhsdgf

OitnB still makes us sick, which sounds weird coming from me because Ive never seen it!

Vol'jin is still bein a cute sonofabitch with the 1 dollar dino stickers on my laptop, thats right. MY laptop. I love him. A lot. Hear that Vol'jin you have two emotional support Goblins and you will LIKE IT

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Let me sleep




(Drug trigger mention in the tag)

I been fronting for hours, not really a bad thing, I get some time to read my book, I got things done.

Jus sayin, do NOT be removin the stickers on our laptop. They STAY.

TO YONDU: I got you the jewelry parts you wanted. Im suggestin you start from scratch. It'll be nicer of a gift.

Tired out a my mind, but still findin the energy to love the hell outta this handsome man. Weather i be talkin about myself or Tyrathan, I'll never tell you.





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